Wonderful World of Ashley

Wonderful World of Ashley http://abuley.multiply.com/ I still insist that I am a reader and not a blogger... oh what the heck!! Fri, 14 Nov 2008 03:19:39 -0000 Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:52:12 -0000 Wonderful World of Ashley http://images.abuley.multiply.com/logo http://abuley.multiply.com/ 100 100 After I blogged about it... ... lo and behold, there he was. Oh my http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/167/After_I_blogged_about_it... Fri, 14 Nov 2008 02:52:12 -0000 Apa Khabar Mu Disana... ... Lama sudah tak berjumpa ... Lama sudah ku menunggu ... Khabar berita darimu ... Remember that song by Ramlah Ram? Old school, I know!! Hahahahaha. But it keeps playing in my head whenever I am thinking of him. My heart is aching after not seeing him for a longggggg time now. I miss him soooooooooo muchhhhhh. Everytime I walked at places where our eyes met, I will start to reminisce. Every thing is crystal clear in my head. Wonder what is he up to at this very minute..... Thankfully for my busy schedule right now with my current "project" which is totally out of my element, I have managed to distract myself a bit more. Nonetheless, that was what I was looking for to begin with and I am enjoying every bit of it. More interactions with new people of all races and levels. The sweetest part, I am being paid for it! Woohoo!!! Anyways, it has not been all down for me. In fact, it has been such a wonderful weekends. Started with Lewis Hamilton winning the... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/166/Apa_Khabar_Mu_Disana... Wed, 12 Nov 2008 07:54:29 -0000 Money money money... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SQgBgAoKCs0AAGGFWYM1/Money-Tree.jpg?et=9YZ5jiKOM9vTbZopGI3N8Q&nmid=0" border="0"> ... time to make more of it. Not that I am greedy but I'd rather spend my time by making money than spending more money that I clearly do not have that much? Earn more, save more. In aid to pursue my ultimate dream. One day. It will happen. InsyaAllah. Tomorrow onwards, I will start to slog but I am not complaining. Wish me luck peeps! If only money does grow on trees... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/165/Money_money_money... Wed, 29 Oct 2008 06:29:38 -0000 Gigi What are the odds of having a song titled as your birthdate? Cool eh? Not only it has a nice melody but the lyric is pretty romantic and fairy-tale like. I loike~~ Who knows, it might really happen on 11 January? <img src="http://images.multiply.com/common/smiles/wink.png"> <img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SP7YsQoKCs0AADY7cW41/Gigi.jpg?et=rcS9B8as%2Cc25O4SQFCIxZg&nmid=0" border="0"> 11 Januari Sebelas Januari Bertemu Menjalani Kisah Cinta Ini Naluri Berkata Engkaulah Milikku Bahagia Selalu Dimiliki Bertahun Menjalani Bersamamu Kunyatakan bahwa Engkaulah jiwaku Akulah Penjagamu Akulah Pelindungmu Akulah Pendampingmu Di setiap langkah-langkahmu Pernahku Menyakiti Hatimu Pernah kau melupakan janji ini Semua Karena kita ini manusia Akulah Penjagamu Akulah Pelindungmu Akulah Pendampingmu Di setiap langkah-langkahmu [Chorus:] Kau bawa diriku Kedalam hidupmu Kau basuh diriku Dengan rasa sayang Senyummu juga sedihmu adalah Hidupku Kau sentuh cintaku dengan lembut Dengan sejuta warna     <a href="http://www.imeem.com/auswin/music/2vD-ruHW/gigi_11_januari/">11 Januari - Gigi</a> http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/164/Gigi Wed, 22 Oct 2008 07:42:47 -0000 Big Fullstop... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SPi55AoKCs0AAErfCv41/Fullstop.jpg?et=Uwy4hBDoB60DXlCd2O8wVQ&nmid=0" border="0">.... about time. Don't think I can do this anymore. Walls have been built right now to protect myself. It's tiring to feel happy and sad and hurt and disappointed, all in a short space of time. So... it's best I am left alone. By myself. At least for now. Let me go on and search for that happiness which I think I truly deserved. PS - You went through a year without me so I am sure you can do it again this time. Not like you'll be left alone. You have two others closest with you now. You may say you're not happy but sometimes, pictures do tell a thousand words and they don't lie. I'll leave you to it... Take care. God bless. http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/163/Big_Fullstop... Fri, 17 Oct 2008 16:34:01 -0000 Kueh Keria... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SPfpRwoKCs0AAHqGdq01/KuihKeria.jpg?et=RCInywFwSTsUOohj3CFNcw&nmid=0" border="0">.... one of my many many many favourites. Never fail to get them every morning at the bus interchange. It's made from sweet potatoes and coated with sugar. Just so yummy! These kueh keria reminds me of him. He likes this as much as I do and he used to buy them everyday. Oh well... (kueh pun boleh bring back memories eh?) http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/162/Kueh_Keria... Fri, 17 Oct 2008 01:30:14 -0000 F.R.I.D.A.Y. ... is it really Friday tonight? If it is, what an uneventful Friday I am having. Sitting here on my bed with my laptop on my lap (DUH!), with the rain pouring outside, just done with bawling and a lengthy conversation with one of my closest friends about life and relationships. As you may know, things have gone sour with him. Quite frankly, I do not know why. It has been slightly more than a fortnight since my last sms to him. Till now, still no official news from him. In fact, he is currently not using the number. We still see each other at times on the bus though. It truly hurts and it is not helping when I am trying to get over this episode. The strange part, we were never an item or even went out on a date but why oh why am I feeling this way? Whatever he is up to now - be it seeing someone else, back with his ex-gf or just avoiding me for no apparent reason - I only wish him well. Hope he will be happy with what he is looking for. O Allah... for you who I seek... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/161/F.R.I.D.A.Y. Fri, 3 Oct 2008 14:25:02 -0000 What is in store for today? 24.09.2008 - "You won't feel like making that first move today, no matter how hot the other person is. But that doesn't mean you won't have any romantic encounters. Let someone approach you this time." Spot on on that last sentence. About bloody time I take a sit back, relax and enjoy... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/160/What_is_in_store_for_today Wed, 24 Sep 2008 06:57:02 -0000 Reminiscence... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SNCW@goKCs0AAE8iinM1/Hari-Raya.jpg?et=RVqqypNDwJ4shFLcLgSspg&nmid=0" border="0">Malay radio stations have started to air the Hari Raya songs on full blast. Heard one this morning, the sad one by Siti Nurhaliza - Airmata Syawal. Sedih and sayu. While I can't wait for Raya to come, I am overwhelmed with sadness too when flashbacks came to mind. <a href="http://abuley.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SNCWtQoKCs0AAEddb2s1"></a>Remember how we were young, carefree and happy in celebrating Hari Raya? Enjoyed doing all the "collection" from the elders. Never failed to watch the kids' Hari Raya programme shows. We even recorded it so we can keep replaying it on every other day. Planned and organised Hari Raya visits to friends' and teacher's houses. Took the buses and trains together in our baju kurung. Sigh. I really miss my childhood days during Hari Raya. What about you? iChoke.   PS - My 2nd Hari Raya being single unless .......... PPS - One of my many favourite Hari Raya songs PPPS - Can't wait to see my darling niece to don all her new baju kurung. I tell you... she has a lot to parade this Syaw... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/159/Reminiscence... Wed, 17 Sep 2008 05:36:49 -0000 Here by me... Feeling very melancholic this morning. I truly am missing someone for days although I know I am not being missed in return. Silly eh? I wish he is Here by Me.... This is what my horoscope has to say for today. Again, the word "perseverance" came about. Yes, I am determined to find the way out to these. ************************************************************************************************************* Nothing feels as good to you as whatever music you find most appealing. If you can get away with headphones at work, rock out (or Bach out, if that's your thing) and let your cares drizzle away. Perseverance is very important in your love life right now. If someone hasn't yet noticed you, then keep trying. You won't stay in the shadows forever. *************************************************************************************************************     http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/158/Here_by_me... Mon, 15 Sep 2008 02:37:44 -0000 My world has gone bonkers... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMiIjgoKCs0AAB9qkxU1/madness.jpg?et=L%2BLblCu7sfhxCdJV09hu9w&nmid=0" border="0">...yes it has. I am such a total mess emotionally. So many things happened at a short time. And they only represented sadness, not happiness. How do I shake all these away from my system? With a good, hard cry. Scene 1 - This is the guy I went gaga with. Still is. All was well until recently. Frankly, I have no idea why or what is the cause. Perhaps people just changed overnight? I don't know. It hurtful when the person is treating you with all smiles at one point and invisible the next. If I have the power of Sylar, I will open up his head and brain to see what is inside. Prolly I might just find some rusty manners that need a good clean polish. Who knows! Scene 2 - Someone I once dated. We were never hostile even after the break up despite all the shits we went through all the 2.5 years together. Only recently, he was ready to meet me after like what? A year? Anyways, being me, I hold no grudges. And so we met up and from there, we got closer again. In fact, worry... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/157/My_world_has_gone_bonkers... Thu, 11 Sep 2008 03:58:00 -0000 Go Your Own Way... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMclQwoKCs0AAAywU481/Highway.jpg?et=pgAVBd%2BaPWQx%2BuBHfULmeQ&nmid=0" border="0"> Loving you isn't the right thing to do How can I ever change things that I feel? If I could, maybe I'd give you my world How can I, when you won't take it from me?   You can go your own way, go your own way You can call it another lonely day You can go your own way, go your own way Tell me why everything turned around? Packing up, shacking up, is all you wanna do If I could baby I'd give you my world Open up, everything's waiting for you   You can go your own way, go your own way You can call it another lonely day You can go your own way, go your own way     iPersevere           <a href="http://www.imeem.com/groups/T5l2MBVX/music/SzYLcDXh/fleetwood_mac_go_your_own_way/">Go Your Own Way - Fleetwood Mac</a> http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/156/Go_Your_Own_Way... Wed, 10 Sep 2008 01:48:24 -0000 The Shorter Story... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMR-AgoKCs0AAEi7d9Y1/Giving-Up.jpg?et=651jeJOmGfKerlujBg6sWA&nmid=0" border="0">... God knows how I have tried. You can go on pretending not to see me, ignoring even my friendliest sms. Although it hurt but that's how petty and childish some people are, I think. For me, I hold no grudges. I don't get angry easily. Even if I do, it will go away in a matter of seconds. I supposed the rest is up to you now because I do not know what else to do. Write you a letter? Ambush you? Stalk you? Not good. You can't force someone, can you? This is it from me. I give up. Game over. Back to reality. At least, I know one day I can look back and laugh over this whole experience. - iTried   <a href="http://www.imeem.com/plasmastik/music/-s1Ayv5r/damien_rice_the_blowers_daughter/">The Blowers Daughter - Damien Rice</a> http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/155/The_Shorter_Story... Mon, 8 Sep 2008 01:50:34 -0000 Back to Square One... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMIxZQoKCs0AAGDER3g1/loneliness.jpg?et=Oc001i2r%2ByVcv4RfQgXrpw&nmid=0" border="0">That feeling.... came back into my life again. When I woke up this morning, I felt a strong feeling of loneliness with my heart beating gazillion times faster, and all you wanted to do is to cry it out. The exact same feeling I felt every morning after I broke up more than a year ago. Fell asleep in the middle of the day. Only to be woken up by an incoming call. Took a quick look at the number. Deep deep deep down, I was still hoping he would call me. Alas, it was someone else. Then the feeling started again. Alone. Sad. Disappointed. Crushed. Why? Do I really have to go through this ordeal again? In times like this, I wish I am at a place that never fails to bring happiness into my life - London. - iMiss http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/153/Back_to_Square_One... Sat, 6 Sep 2008 07:58:05 -0000 +=+ The bestest news +=+ <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SMCCnAoKCs0AACipT3E1/Good-News-1.jpg?et=5YqT8Z%2C9iPMly%2BFxnJ34qA&nmid=0" border="0"> ... which I received at the wee hour.... Someone from UK just informed me of the possibility of coming near to my region is almost becoming a reality! Might even stop by Singapore! I'm super ecstatic!!! *crossing fingers* http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/152/_The_bestest_news_ Fri, 5 Sep 2008 00:55:39 -0000 iStupid, iSad, iHeal... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SL81AgoKCs0AABKTHFc1/brokenheart.jpg?et=dYJKZUPsKmBrZxbRWNX%2CoA&nmid=0" border="0"> How can someone be so insensitive? Be so careless with other people's feelings? Be so unaffected? When I am trying my best. Trying to conceal the hurt. All someone need to do is to be frank and honest. Afterall, honesty is the best policy. I am potentially heading towards this way after I have accidentally fallen in love. iKnow iHeal. But to go through the process is hellish. I am totally disappointed in how things are turning out. How I wish it never happened to begin with. http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/151/iStupid_iSad_iHeal... Thu, 4 Sep 2008 01:12:58 -0000 Happy Ramadhan!! <a href="http://abuley.multiply.com/photos/hi-res/upload/SLuhkAoKCs0AAFdGSlo1"><img class="alignmiddleb" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SLuhkAoKCs0AAFdGSlo1/Ramadan.jpg?et=jxAFJ3sgweTDhFnMc7H9SQ&nmid=0" border="0"></a> Happy Ramadhan to all Muslims!! What did you have this morning? I woke up at 5.30am but still managed some prawn cracker and a glass of apple juice. It 1st of Ramadhan today so I know I can last. Now... what's there for break fast? Heh. http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/150/Happy_Ramadhan Mon, 1 Sep 2008 08:04:07 -0000 Champions' League... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SLeVrwoKCs0AAB1pNxs1/CL.jpg?et=fn1KkMvzk2AR%2BOMEFGn7tA&nmid=0" border="0">...Group Stage was drawn yesterday. Here is Group G: Arsenal FC Porto FC Fenerbahce Dynamo Kiev   Tough tough group!! It is a nightmare to travel to Ukraine. Hostile to travel to Turkey. Porto, the once-champion, is the hardest opponent. Nonetheless, I believe the boys will go a fantastic job and advance to Round 16. As always Manc and Chelski got relatively easier opponents! Do you think the draw is fixed?!?!?! What luck! http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/149/Champions_League... Fri, 29 Aug 2008 06:34:23 -0000 A day I was a volunteer... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SLIsjwoKCs0AAA-HOGE1/SAVH.jpg?et=uANK%2CloUWamn2%2BHCPl66Fg&nmid=0" border="0">... since my Batam trip was postponed, I signed up for a charity event organised by NUS, held on last Saturday at Singapore Association for Visually Handicapped (SAVH) at Toa Payoh Rise. My aunty is a permanent staff there. There are different types of VH - fully blind, partially blind, born blind, blind due to some diseases, etc. I also learn the proper and sensitive way in offering guidance/help to them. And do not feel insulted if they refuse your help. That only means they want to be and feel independant. A group of volunteer students from Clementi Westwood joined in the event as well. What happened on that day was.. we had a mini-telematch and a treasure hunt. You must be wondering, a treasure hunt? How in the world would they be able to participate? That's how narrow our mind always worked. The game has been carefully planned by a group of international students and it covered the whole area of SAVH centre. All "buddy" were assigned with 1 VH. Those with a per... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/148/A_day_I_was_a_volunteer... Mon, 25 Aug 2008 04:41:11 -0000 20.08.2008 What a great date today - 20.08.2008. Some even go as far as saying it's a lucky date. Maybe to some.... <img class="alignleft" src="http://images.abuley.multiply.com/image/1/photos/upload/300x300/SKty2AoKCs0AAHc0uHo1/Shutdown.jpg?et=f9BRPSmpLNb1nvlPRNlF1Q&nmid=0" border="0">But to me... it is a day where I have decided to shutdown all my systems. It is a day not to be remembered certainly. It is a day where a new life will be born into this world. "You" know how heartbroken I am with this news but like I told you, I will try to be happy for you. Will always be there for you nonetheless. It's nothing much but it's all I have to offer. And to the other "you", your text this morning came a little too late. I have decided that I can no longer be bothered waiting and wondering. So, if you're sincere enough, prove it to me. And to the last "you"... I am still fucking resentful at you for ruining my life, my plan. You did not even have the balls to come face-to-face to tell me it's over. Up to now. All you managed was a SORRY. Sorry mate, your sorry means nothing to me! Fucking arrogant bastard. Ain't it funny that your ex-gf did not want... http://abuley.multiply.com/journal/item/147/20.08.2008 Wed, 20 Aug 2008 02:28:49 -0000 Summertime - NKOTB The new Video from the New Kids on the Block! Holy smoke!!! It has been a couple of decades but yer, no sign of age are shown on these kids. Jordan is stillllllll smooookingggggg hot baby!!! Love the song and what an amazing http://abuley.multiply.com/video/item/21/Summertime_-_NKOTB Sat, 19 Jul 2008 06:17:51 -0000 Could this be love - Victoria Acosta Woke up this morning, Just sat in my bed, 8 a.m first thing in my head, Is a certain someone, Who's always on my mind. He treats me like a lady in everyway, He smiles and warms me through up the day, Should I tell him I love you, Wish I knew what to say! Chorus: Could this be love that I feel, So strong, so deep and so real, If I lost you would I ever heal, Could this be love that I feel? The way he looks, So deep in my eyes, Our hearts so warm, I just wanna cry, Then he's so hardworking, He wants to be someone. Should I tell him that I love you, What if he doesn't say it too, I'm feeling so nervous, What should I do? Chorus: Could this be love that I feel, So strong, so deep and so real, If I lost you would I ever heal, Could this be love that I feel? Will this be my turn, Two hearts beating together as one, No more loneliness, Only love, laughter and fun Chorus: Could this be love that I feel, So strong, s... http://abuley.multiply.com/music/item/106/Could_this_be_love_-_Victoria_Acosta Wed, 16 Jul 2008 17:51:20 -0000 David Cook - Music of the Night He gives me chill even before he starts to sing! I have tears in my eyes by the end of the song. What an amazing voice! He sings it as if he's singing it just for me. Haunting performance!!!! http://abuley.multiply.com/video/item/20/David_Cook_-_Music_of_the_Night Thu, 24 Apr 2008 18:55:59 -0000 David Cook - Always Be My Baby Out of this world performance by David Cook. He's Uber Talented!! HOT as http://abuley.multiply.com/video/item/17/David_Cook_-_Always_Be_My_Baby Wed, 16 Apr 2008 19:28:39 -0000 Cassandra's Dreams What would you get when two hotties were put together in a movie? A pounding heart! Definitely not good for the faint-hearted! lol. Add that with their British accent... OMG! Even I could not handle it!! Ewan McGregor and Colin Farrell played two cockney brothers from south London who are in deep financial woes. They approached Uncle Howard for help, he in turned requested a huge favour from his nephews - to murder his ex-business partner who is about to put him behind bars. A very interesting plot I will say. Go and watch if you want to know the ending of this movie - who turns out to be the braver of the two and who is the one who is finding it hard to continue life as normal after the crime. I won't spoil it for you.\ The movie is directed by Woody Allen so expect a very Woody-like movie. Happy watching! PS - The movie had the briefest shot in Brighton... right at the pier! Nicest pier! Boy, was I excited? You bet!!! http://abuley.multiply.com/reviews/item/32 Thu, 20 Mar 2008 20:09:14 -0000 Cloverfield Oh my goodness!!! What a terribly boring show. It is sooo ala-Blair Witch - recorded from the perspective of hand held video camera throughout the show. The movie is about a group of friends who get together to give a send-off party to Rob. Then a monster of unknown origin appears and destroys buildings. As they go to investigate, parts of the building and the head of the Statue of Liberty come raining down. The movie follows their adventure trying to escape and save a friend, a love interest of the main character. The best part is that the movie is not about the monster but the people who are affected by its intrusion. When the attack starts, the cast form a group and try to escape the wrath. What would be the fate of the people is the rest of the story. Initiatially I wanted to just give 1 star but because of Michael Stahl-David, the movie earned another 1 star from http://abuley.multiply.com/reviews/item/31 Mon, 4 Feb 2008 17:22:13 -0000